Lately, I've been bogged down with negative thoughts. Dreading for something for quite a while already. My everyday routine is getting deppressing. But there will always come a point where you want to rest your mind and just shrug it all off. It's tiring, you know. Time will come that you will have to make a firm decision to just enjoy the now rather than to continue fearing the unknown.

seems like im not being myself lately.
dealing with uncertain things.
acting and feeling so weird.
feeling bored and sleepy in the office.
fighting hard with confusing thoughts.

today is friday. hoping for a positive changes in the weeks ahead.

we'll see....